Well, it would be an exaggeration to say all my punts were bad, because I don't think anyone gets that unlucky. I guess I just get too stressed out. Stress is definitely going to fuck up your libido. My perception of women hasn't changed much, although I did have a girlfriend once who was just a user and I've dated nobody else. So of course, that caused me to ruminate over her for years.
We met during 2005 when I was doing a course and I had to do a work placement as part of that course. So I ended up in a charity shop she happened to be in. Her friends just humiliated me when I went to see her. Eventually, I was just fed up of this shit, because it was always the same song and dance. What relationship was this? Although I felt cheated as well. I'm in Edinburgh, by the way.
After I spent several years trying to find her (I was desperate and lonely), she came back into my life after God only knows how long. She repeatedly scammed me thereafter. She was acting so-so at times, but mostly, I was mistreated in many ways by her, as well as her family members. Keeping in mind that I had not seen her in years. She had me getting her an iPod from Argos once and then she broke it when I was paying it up on credit, although she insists it wasn't her fault. The thing wasn't covered for damages either. At the time, I lived in supported accommodation due to having autism and the staff were aware of what she was doing to me, although they weren't exactly trustworthy people either, but I'll come to that bit soon.
Despite the way my ex behaved, I was nice enough to pay to have the iPod repaired in a shop, but she was only okay around me when it pleased her. To get that iPod in such a state, I think she had jammed the charger in the wrong way round, which fucked up the dock at the bottom of the iPod. She claimed to have learning difficulties, but she was making out I was just a friend and then seeing this other guy she knows from when I wasn't in her life. Then a year after I got her that iPod, she and I were supposed to jointly pay up a PlayStation 3 from the same Argos store, because she was seemingly all nice again and we were hanging out as mates. However, I signed the paperwork since she wasn't registered with that shop. Although just months before that, she threatened me with the pigs and then invited me up to her house in the same conversation, just after I said my benefits got reinstated. Yes, I think you know what she is.
Unfortunately, she took the PS3 out of the box and went away home with it as quick as lightning. She returned my bag without the games console, but I didn't see her for well over a year after that, due to her same old crap. She claims she doesn't know what happened to the PS3 either. She wanted me to meet her somewhere after we met up just once that year, but I know she had a habit of taking the piss and I was reluctant to do as she asked, as it looked to be more of the same. Like, she would expect me to get on a bus and meet her somewhere she selected, then she'd not even be there when I arrived. So I went to Wester Hailes and she wasn't there. Since she didn't give me her mobile number and kept refusing to do so, I had to wait until I got back home to communicate with her and I told her on Facebook that I'd gone to see her. Facebook was the only way we were communicating at the time. I'm not sure if my phone even had Internet access. Then she blocked me.
Over a year later, I happened to be out in the early hours and I randomly seen her at Lothian Road, because she had been at that guy's house and I just happened to be on the other side of the road. She instantly asked me for cash and didn't even want to take the time to have a real chat with me. I mean, is that disrespectful or is that disrespectful? Anyway, that's the last time I ever seen her sorry excuse of an ass, as far as I'm aware. All she did after that was block me tons of times on Facebook when I left a post on her wall, or sent a friend request. Her father died in late 2016 (I think). I saw her posting tributes to him on Facebook. But seriously, would you want a partner or even a friend like her?
I'm also a member of several acting groups on Facebook, as I'd like to be in more films as an extra. I've only been in several films in recent years, two of which are feature length, but they are just independent productions. I'm certain that some people have been slandering me on the Internet, so that I get the cold shoulder, or worse yet. Even blocked and blacklisted by other people I don't know, but perhaps they do. It's like I'm getting discredited by some spiteful person I can be suspicious of, but I have no proof. Although I am not being paranoid, as I know it happened in the past. It's hard as it is for me to meet strangers, because I have anxiety and I'm not receiving any support just now. I've got this useless social worker, which doesn't help. He claims it's a total waste of their budget to assign male workers to watch me act as a film extra, but I don't need much in the way of care. It's more so that I need support, just over having major anxiety issues. It would also help me to join social groups to meet people. He found me a guy from a nursing home who comes from Morocco, but I didn't have support for around a year before him. The dude is a tool. That was actually like a year ago now and I've had bugger all support since. People on mental health forums advised me not to get too attached to these sort of people, as they are toxic and just looking to control people.
When the staff at Autism Initiatives fucked me over for getting a crush on my former key worker and another woman who also overreacted, I eventually got arrested many times for getting upset over being deceived and losing them as support workers. Months later, I was remanded in jail after being arrested several times. Since the court process dragged on for ages, I wasn't allowed at my flat where the majority of my stuff was kept and eventually, the manager made up a dubious story to get me to end my tenancy. After that, I got remanded in jail for breaching court orders, so this legal mess just dragged on and on (although I was not a tenant at the flat any longer) and I'm in another flat now, which isn't supported, but I had to bid and bid like heck for a long time and see a supervisor, and put up with him using other people as stool pigeons. In fact, the council had to grant me homeless priority so I could even get a place to stay, because they said at a normal pace, getting a council flat would normally take nearly a lifetime. Yeah, as if.
We met during 2005 when I was doing a course and I had to do a work placement as part of that course. So I ended up in a charity shop she happened to be in. Her friends just humiliated me when I went to see her. Eventually, I was just fed up of this shit, because it was always the same song and dance. What relationship was this? Although I felt cheated as well. I'm in Edinburgh, by the way.
After I spent several years trying to find her (I was desperate and lonely), she came back into my life after God only knows how long. She repeatedly scammed me thereafter. She was acting so-so at times, but mostly, I was mistreated in many ways by her, as well as her family members. Keeping in mind that I had not seen her in years. She had me getting her an iPod from Argos once and then she broke it when I was paying it up on credit, although she insists it wasn't her fault. The thing wasn't covered for damages either. At the time, I lived in supported accommodation due to having autism and the staff were aware of what she was doing to me, although they weren't exactly trustworthy people either, but I'll come to that bit soon.
Despite the way my ex behaved, I was nice enough to pay to have the iPod repaired in a shop, but she was only okay around me when it pleased her. To get that iPod in such a state, I think she had jammed the charger in the wrong way round, which fucked up the dock at the bottom of the iPod. She claimed to have learning difficulties, but she was making out I was just a friend and then seeing this other guy she knows from when I wasn't in her life. Then a year after I got her that iPod, she and I were supposed to jointly pay up a PlayStation 3 from the same Argos store, because she was seemingly all nice again and we were hanging out as mates. However, I signed the paperwork since she wasn't registered with that shop. Although just months before that, she threatened me with the pigs and then invited me up to her house in the same conversation, just after I said my benefits got reinstated. Yes, I think you know what she is.
Unfortunately, she took the PS3 out of the box and went away home with it as quick as lightning. She returned my bag without the games console, but I didn't see her for well over a year after that, due to her same old crap. She claims she doesn't know what happened to the PS3 either. She wanted me to meet her somewhere after we met up just once that year, but I know she had a habit of taking the piss and I was reluctant to do as she asked, as it looked to be more of the same. Like, she would expect me to get on a bus and meet her somewhere she selected, then she'd not even be there when I arrived. So I went to Wester Hailes and she wasn't there. Since she didn't give me her mobile number and kept refusing to do so, I had to wait until I got back home to communicate with her and I told her on Facebook that I'd gone to see her. Facebook was the only way we were communicating at the time. I'm not sure if my phone even had Internet access. Then she blocked me.
Over a year later, I happened to be out in the early hours and I randomly seen her at Lothian Road, because she had been at that guy's house and I just happened to be on the other side of the road. She instantly asked me for cash and didn't even want to take the time to have a real chat with me. I mean, is that disrespectful or is that disrespectful? Anyway, that's the last time I ever seen her sorry excuse of an ass, as far as I'm aware. All she did after that was block me tons of times on Facebook when I left a post on her wall, or sent a friend request. Her father died in late 2016 (I think). I saw her posting tributes to him on Facebook. But seriously, would you want a partner or even a friend like her?
I'm also a member of several acting groups on Facebook, as I'd like to be in more films as an extra. I've only been in several films in recent years, two of which are feature length, but they are just independent productions. I'm certain that some people have been slandering me on the Internet, so that I get the cold shoulder, or worse yet. Even blocked and blacklisted by other people I don't know, but perhaps they do. It's like I'm getting discredited by some spiteful person I can be suspicious of, but I have no proof. Although I am not being paranoid, as I know it happened in the past. It's hard as it is for me to meet strangers, because I have anxiety and I'm not receiving any support just now. I've got this useless social worker, which doesn't help. He claims it's a total waste of their budget to assign male workers to watch me act as a film extra, but I don't need much in the way of care. It's more so that I need support, just over having major anxiety issues. It would also help me to join social groups to meet people. He found me a guy from a nursing home who comes from Morocco, but I didn't have support for around a year before him. The dude is a tool. That was actually like a year ago now and I've had bugger all support since. People on mental health forums advised me not to get too attached to these sort of people, as they are toxic and just looking to control people.
When the staff at Autism Initiatives fucked me over for getting a crush on my former key worker and another woman who also overreacted, I eventually got arrested many times for getting upset over being deceived and losing them as support workers. Months later, I was remanded in jail after being arrested several times. Since the court process dragged on for ages, I wasn't allowed at my flat where the majority of my stuff was kept and eventually, the manager made up a dubious story to get me to end my tenancy. After that, I got remanded in jail for breaching court orders, so this legal mess just dragged on and on (although I was not a tenant at the flat any longer) and I'm in another flat now, which isn't supported, but I had to bid and bid like heck for a long time and see a supervisor, and put up with him using other people as stool pigeons. In fact, the council had to grant me homeless priority so I could even get a place to stay, because they said at a normal pace, getting a council flat would normally take nearly a lifetime. Yeah, as if.
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