being made to feel ashamed

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i feel terrible & i dont know why

after the prick who knocked on all the doors trying to find where i was i am now quite cautious about bringing a load of guys in on the same day

as i have already met a few people today, when this booking came in i said no as it was for half a hour i wasnt wanting to attract attention so offered him alternatives times & days & explained why, also added if it were a longer booking fine as the coming & going wouldnt be so obvious

his reply was that i made him feel ashamed that he couldnt afford longer, i have tried to explain its nothing like that & that half an hour later on in the evening or tomorrow would be fine but i cant get him to see it from my point of view

guys have u ever felt like this

girls do u get the same